I'm a virgin blogger!

So, this is my first blog ever! I'm not sure what to expect or what to do but I'm hoping it will be theraputic and it will give my husband a break from hearing the day to day ramblings of someone who doesn't bring home a paycheck anymore. I hope to anonymously open up my soul and pour out what is inside. Most days I have alot to say but only a 4 year old, a 7 month old and a Scottish Terrier to talk to. Don't get me wrong, I Do have friends, it's just hard bearing your soul to people that you didn't grow up with. There is nothing like that first friend. You know, the one you grew up with. The one that knows everything about you before you reveal it in words. I've had a hard time finding that since we moved to the city.....five years ago!